The Cambridge dictionary defines Fear as one of the most basic human emotions. It is programmed into the nervous system and works like an instinct. From the time we’re infants, we are equipped with the survival instincts necessary to respond with fear when we sense danger or feel unsafe. Check this out.

So, have you ever been really scared? I don’t mean frightened by reading a horror novel, seeing a scary movie, walking through a spookhouse, hearing scary stories around the campfire, or having to go into the basement after it’s dark.


I’m talking more about the fear you experience when your very life is in danger such as being in battle during a war, those seconds prior to an imminent automobile accident or when falling from the roof of your house, street fights, getting robbed or discovering that you are in the house alone with a burglar.

Some of those experiences above happen so quickly that fear doesn’t even have a chance to manifest itself – most likely, there is only enough time to say “Oh shit” before dying. Other occurrences may only happen once in a lifetime, and only for a few moments or maybe several hours, but then if you survive it’s over with.

Now consider those deployments by military personnel in war, be it Vietnam, Iraq or anywhere else in the world.  Running patrols to seek the enemy is like walking through a spook house. You are expecting something to happen any moment now. It could be a live person or some prop lurking around every corner, ready to jump out at you.  Spookhouses can be scary, but after exiting, you can take a deep breath and laugh about the experience. In a war, this fear continues day in and day out; a prop or live individual jumping out from its hiding place could kill you in an instant. You are always on heightened alert and the adrenaline boils over, looking for an outlet. Even when returning to the base after a patrol, you are still afraid of incoming snipers, mortars, rockets, and ground attacks.

Night is the worst, especially in Vietnam, where visibility is limited to only a couple of feet in the dark jungle. Not only are you scared of the enemy, who may be out there watching you, but you also have to worry about what may crawl into your sleep area with you during the night. Scorpions, lizards, snakes, spiders, centipedes, and other creatures of the night may be attracted to your warmth and cozy up to you.


It is pitch black outside and if you feel something drop on you or come in contact with any part of your body, you just can’t sit up and turn on the light to investigate.

114 Instead, you have to “man up” and just lay there hoping for the best. Thankfully we were so young back then because every night heart attacks were just waiting to happen.

Yeah, I was scared for that entire year and continued to react nervously whenever a car engine backfires, firecrackers pop, or when thunderstorms pass through the area. I also have an extreme fear of spiders and snakes – if you’ve read my book – you’d know why.

Can you share examples of your own?  WELCOME HOME to all veterans and returning heroes!


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