Here’s another poem. This one shows how war can affect your future dreams.
Through the black night I lie
In a muddy foxhole
As the rain soaks my bones,
Beyond tired.
But I dare not shut my eyes,
For this is Charlie’s weather,
When you can’t hear or see him coming!
POP my twenty-five-foot trip flare goes off!
I spray the silhouettes with the 16
And AK fire cracks in the dark.
I lay down over 100 rounds in a panic
And toss 2 frags between the bamboo!
Then an eerie quiet fell
And I could hear my heart beating in the mud.
That morning we found a lifeless NVA soldier.
The guys put Airborne patches all over him.
I looked in his wallet
And there was a picture of him and his little boy together.
I slid down a tree and sat in the pouring rain
Staring at the picture,
Thinking, I took away the little boy’s dad,
And though it wasn’t supposed to, it hurt!
At that moment, a soldier said, Good kill, Greek.
And I said, looking at the picture,
There’s no such thing!
I’m tired of the rain and tired of the pain!–
Pete “the Greek” Agriostathes –
B/1/501
This poem originally appeared on the LZSally.com website.
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I also agree with you writing. It’s terrible memories. Over the past thirty years I’ve made around 30 trips back and have eaten and met with former communist soldiers. One former communist soldier fixed me my lunch, hugged me and posed for a picture. It’s awful there are wars and awful many leaders promote killing.
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Been there….done that…..have the dreams. Nuff said!
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War is SO awful. My husband’s father always said it was a rich man’s war and a poor man’s fight.
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Powerful, short and powerful !!!. I have felt this anguished inner feelings for most of the past six decades, and no doubt until I take my last breath.
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The worst casualty of war is our humanity. It’s sometimes very hard to do what has to be done to complete a mission even to protect yourself or your friends. When that becomes too easy, it’s even harder to pull back from it and allow yourself to feel again. I salute you Pete Agriostathes for doing your duty, and for not losing your humanity.
Jamie Thompson, C 5/7 1st Cav, 70-71
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That poem brought back many feelings…most not good. We killed 3 VC on a trail in Quang Ngai province. Searching for any paperwork, I went through one VC’s wallet. He had pictures of (I assume) his parents and him with his girlfriend/wife. I was happy it was me looking at his wallet rather than him looking at mine, but there was no joy in what had happened. It’s why we were there and what we trained for and it would happen again, but it was a job, not an adventure. I would never hesitate to kill again, but there was no pleasure in it. “Better him than me” was the most comfort I could give myself.
C 1/6 198th LIB 1970
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I think the Greek is right there are no good kills in war. Everyone is someone’s son , father , husband , brother! Everyone I had to kill in Vietnam. This thought ran through my mind over and over.
I was told that they were required to carry photos in their wallet! To produce a feeling of guilt in the unfortunate enemy who had brought them to their untimely demise! Few people ever understood the total relentless psychological nature of the gorrila war we were fighting in Vietnam!
This poem only just touches the deep rooted reasons why we returned with PTSD and guilt that lasted a lifetime and the harsh treatment on our return by our fellow Americans did nothing to help!
Ray Hill Author of Toy Sampans Search ; http://www.lrrpphotos.com
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what year was this written, any idea?
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When the AK or M16 cracks, it is a two way street of death and remorse.
“Thinking, I took away the little boy’s dad,
And though it wasn’t supposed to, it hurt!
At that moment, a soldier said, Good kill, Greek.
And I said, looking at the picture,
There’s no such thing!
I’m tired of the rain and tired of the pain!–“
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Just how do you respond to that, how can you respond to that ? It is a visceral deep gut and soul feeling, it rips at the fabric of your humanity in ways that you cannot reply to, you just feel the gnawing inside of you. migueldd45@gmail.com
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